In this project, I would look into me, myself. Look into how I feel, and face the problem. So I see this project as a kind of wrap-up of the semester and hopefully treatment. I hope this would give me a bit of relief from the feelings.
I sense contradiction between what I wish to happen and how I feel. I sense fear, tired, strain, unsustained, broke, and weak. I see leisure as both light and heavy. I sense there is a tension between loose and tight, light and heavy, warm and cold.
With all those feelings, I see them as a ghost eating from inside of me. So I name the project “What’s Eating Me Inside”.