An Unexpected Spring Collection
This piece is called an unexpected spring and is about how a person changes when they lose people they love. For me the memories of those people that I have loved, are valuable, they gave warmth and comfort, and truly made me happy. They were my yellow. But as time has continued, I have had to change without them. I have reborn myself countless times, just like how this garment is made by an origami lotus flower technique, as well as how lotus flowers represent change and transformation. As time goes on, I am starting to forget. I am forgetting the sound of their voice, the conversations we had, even how they made me feel. The fabric is dyed naturally and made from turmeric and coffee, and it will slowly fade over time, just like those memories I have attempted to hold onto. I have realized I can’t hold on forever and I have to keep changing and leave them behind. But I hope one day a new yellow will come into my life, but it never will be the same, and I guess that’s okay.