I’m a very emotional person. I often get overwhelmed with my emotions and they always take over my body. That is what I am trying to visualize.
There are a lot of meanings behind fruit.
First I’m from Taiwan, a tropical country, and I was around a lot of fruits growing up, so I think that’s why my connection to fruit is strong.
A fruit is an outcome of reproduction, a result of mating. It’s also a beginning to a new life, it protects and nourishes the seeds. Its aroma, sweetness and juiciness is seductive, lures others to eat it and through that it is brought to a further place to start over again. Reproduce, the life mission a plant.
I find the similarities between me and a fruit very interesting. My relationship to my mother wasn’t the best growing up. But as I grew older and left home, I started to realize how much of my mother I see in myself, and how I’m gradually turning into her. The course of events I saw in the mirror: seeing myself in denial, seeing myself struggle to shake away her shadow, and at last, my acceptance of her existence.
I am the result of reproduction. I am learning to accept that part of myself, and through that, trying to develope into a new self.