How to make sense out of the isolating state of the global pandemic? Wakeup at 6 AM to the sound of my cat crying, feed my cat, eat breakfast, masturbate, self-loathe, take a long walk, eat lunch, masturbate again, self-loathe again, shoot billiards with my dad, write in my journal about self-loathing, wake my cat up to the sound of me crying, have a one-on-one Zoom meeting with my professor, eat dinner, paint, fall asleep at the computer anytime between 2:30 and 5 AM. Repeat.